What Am I?

I dreamed my mother talked to me about her death and told me I was a healer?3 days later my mother passed away.Only after her death did my dreams and visions become more powerfull.On a camping trip I fell asleep in the car and a vision of a wreck and kids getting killed came to me.The children kept telling me to take them to heaven? 2 days later a family died in an acident where we were camping 2 children died.On another trip I had a vision while I was awake and a younge boy was drowing in the lake he called to me to save him.I was frightened due to the fact that my surruondings were surreal and I thought it was a hullacanation of some kind.A day later a boys body was pulled from the lake he was dead for at least a week before they found him.The same came a year later at an intersection when I saw a little girl crossing the road in the middle of the night while driving with my girlfreind.I helped her get across the road.When we got to the other side she smiled and waved and was gone!!!!My girlfreind thought I was crazy SHE SAW NOBODY!!What am I????I ran a check on that intersection and a little girl was killed there4 years before =( Im not crazy but I feel like I am getting there.The dreams and visions are getting stronger everyday.I need to know what I am what Is this I have?Im just looking to find another like me I feel alone.Sometimes at night I just cant sleep I fear what I will see next Or when Im awake I fear that the person Im speaking to is already gone =(.I dont know what to do.Is there anyone like me can anyone help me find out what the reasion for this is?I dont know what to do or how to help them I feel like blood is on my hands for something I was asked to change BUT HOW?? I wish I had answers I just feel alone like im the only one.I came here hoping to find at least the direction for my answer.I contacted a pychic once and she told me before I said anything that I am a healer and my path has to be found on my own she said she sensed great healing powers in me and she couldnt see what they were?But what about the children ??Why am I able to talk to a person that has been dead for 4 years? I am not that kid from the movie I am a human This is a real nightmare that is only getting worse..If you know anything about something like this PLEASE HELP!!!!

I am also In complete controll of my dreams I fly I make things do as I want them to.I have never had a dream that I wasnt aware of it is almost as if I am awake.Like nightmares I have had I found them funny since I could beat anything knowing that I was in controll.I have had only one dream where I had 0 controll.In it I was being pulled from my body into the sky where I was thrown down to earth and I felt a g force on my self that I cannot describe I was aware of the dream I had no controll of anything I could not wake up.When I got to the ground it was in front of a house I did not live in untill this year "I had the dream when I was 14"I went to the house and opened the door Inside was a man In a black shroud his presence was empty and he eminated evil without any movement.With him were 2 dogs they were small but their power was unlike anything I know.he turned and I treid to run but My body was frozen in space it felt like he had my soul in his hand.He then pulled me into his body and showed me things that to this day huant me.He had shown me my death and birth of my duaghter he took me to a place that is now my mothers grave.though my mind and body was awake I could not open my eyes to get away from this hell!.He then took me back to where I came to him and told me I would find him here?.After that what looked like an angel came and took my hand.She showed me a blonde girl and a playground with burned toys and melted steel.All around me the houses were burned and the sky had white clouds but no blue sky it was red.Everything was dead but the angel it was the only thing with life in it and the little blonde girl?The angel then directed me into a light I went into the light and saw the man!!jesus! he took my hand and we walked he talked to me and told me that he will be with me then and the little girl will be there?After that he let go of my hand I fell through the sky I could see the top of my house and then my brother laying beside me in bed.I woke up then man I felt releived.I just layed in bed thinking about that trip of a dream and felt better when I realized that my brother didnt even live with me =)-I rolled over in my bed to get comfortible and MY BROTHER WAS THERE!My mom brought him in the middle of the night because of things i cant say here but what the hell?I know dream can be real but This cant be real.

[Dragonheart]

You are indeed a healer, but not in the ordinary sense. You are one of the rare people who gather up pain and fear from the very essence of the world around them. The girl you saw wasn't so much a ghost as an...echo...a reflection of what once was.

It is very difficult for me to explain the reasons behind this gift, because I do not fully understand them myself. However, it has something to do with maintaining neutrality in the pattern of the universe, which is in a way sentient. It has to do with keeping a balance of emotional...residue...over the world. By 'changing' the past like helping the girl, or seeing the dead children, you are helping create a harmonious balance within the Earth, and the Universe. Can't be online any longer so if you have any more questions email me dragonheart_seeking@hotmail.com


Grace to you.
Dragonheart

Thank you for replying.I know that I may never find an answer I can accept that.I will try to find the answers and I hope that I can help others who have this if any.Thank you for helping me with what you know it is helping me find the way in a way.Whatever it is maybe it is not for me to know maybe I need to understand to empty my mind and feelings.I would explain what I mean but even I dont know.

[John]

You're so interesting and lucky... I'd read stuff like that for hours... too bad I can't really help you... I wish you peace, love and luck during your travel on the Earth.

[Dallas]

Hi. I just wanted to say, keep going on with life--something will involve your senses. I know it.. Something good will come of them. Don't let them scare you away. Everyone has a purpose in life. About the nightmares that you can control, I can do that too. I haven't had a "real" nightmare except for 2 within the same week about my dad going wild.. Let's not go into detail.

The nightmare that you described, I think it has a meaning. I am a Christian, and so I will give you my point of view. You don't have to believe it, but you may get something good out of it.

I think that you should just keep the gift you have without letting it scare you too much. Stay strong. I think that God was trying to show you that He is always there for you. When you have these "powers" so strong, you will probably have to deal with demons and that sort. God will always help you.

~~I know that everyone will not agree with what I said. That is okay. Don't fret over it. I am saying my opinion.~~

If you want to talk to me, email me at Dallas@NuEworld.com or talk to my on AOL or MSN messaging with the screen name Dallas090.

Good luck with everything,
*~*Dallas*~*

[Footsoldier]

I agree with Dragonheart. You see, i've discovered that some part of land can "record" specific happenings on its surface, and
replay them when "inductor", a human, arrives at that area.
in addition, certain area can "record" emotions, especially high intensity emotions, that someone has left even ages ago.
that's usualy the case in "hounted houses".. someone had lived there for a long time, and felt usualy bad, and left his spiritual "fingerprint" in area.
Those are not living creatures, just a recorded ghosts of people that lived there. I heard of an example of a man who had a host of Roman legionarries marching sometimes through his basement, and after he discovered that his house is built on ancient road.
You cannot talk to those ghosts, or better to say, you can, but they say only things that they have spoken when they were "recorded".
You seem to be able to collect those emotions: fear mostly, for that is intense emotion in the time of death.
On other hand you have alive spirits that you can talk, and deal with, but that's another story.
And with advice i agree with Dallas.
There is no problem on Earth that God cannot solve, so you should ask him about it.

[superfootbal]

when i was in elemetary school i threw a pencil and it fell slowly what am i