its more of a question....

[Pyro]

I crash coursed this **** and had so many good and bad fucked up things happen that the pure chaos threw my life into disarray.

Word. I have had some similar experiance's. The human psyche is fragile sometimes, so go at a comfortable pace. For me, my violent primitive side became very pronounced for awhile:S. It was definently not fun.


So I always advocate using protective visualizations/spells to aid your practice. I think the ying-yang theory is very applicatable to opening your mind. you will discover new strength, and new weakness. Good luck